knees of my heart

Welcome....

2011-05-26T12:24:00.000-07:00

Beckett Matthew
May 12, 2011
7lbs, 14 0z
5:07 am

A Bunny Recap

2011-04-30T13:44:00.000-07:00

We had a great Easter last weekend with my family. The Bunny visited us two times--once at home and once at grandma's. Em was loving it!

Visiting with the Bunny at a local store. I was surprised with how enthralled Emerson was with him. It was sweet.

Emerson came home from daycare on Friday to find that the Bunny had paid her a visit. She had left out some carrots in hopes of his visit, and was pleased to find that he ate them.

Emerson all dressed up in her party duds.

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2011-04-11T17:56:00.001-07:00

Emerson Grace, 2 years, 6 months

Patiently Waiting

2011-03-23T13:48:00.000-07:00

Two months from today, we will hopefully be welcoming this little man into the world!

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2011-03-10T06:00:00.000-08:00

Emerson Grace, 2 years, 5 months

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2011-02-10T16:55:00.001-08:00

Emerson Grace, 2 years, 4 months

Snowy Days

2011-02-06T09:06:00.000-08:00

This week we got clobbered with about 17 inches of snow. For once, all the news hype was right on. I ended up having two days off from school and was able to spend my days with Emerson. We watched some movies, played with Play-Doh, baked cookies and had friends over. After all the snow, we were blessed with three straight days of sunshine, but today--the snow is back. Here's hoping Puxatawny Phil was right.....that Spring is right around the corner!!

Views of the snow from our back deck.

Special Delivery

2011-02-01T17:53:00.000-08:00

We've been trying to beat the winter blah's around here. Lately, although Emerson loves to play in the snow, it's been way too cold and windy to take her outside. Usually, we just bundle her up for a quick trip to the store or day care, her protesting the whole time about wanting to stay out and play. Something that we have resorted to around here (although it pains me to say it) is moving watching--along with a healthy dose of book reading. We've been extremely lucky to find books that go along with several of Em's favorite movies.

One book that she received back near Thanksgiving was The Lion King. She has read this book cover to cover, memorized it and has loved it so much that we've had to tape it up a couple times just to hold it together. We were thrilled when a friend let us borrow their old VHS copy of the movie. Since then, Em talks constantly of Simba, King Mufasa and all the other animals in the Pride Land. I was looking on Disney's website the other day and was pleasantly surprised to find that there are still Lion King products out there, even though it is such an old movie.

Of course Simba had to pay us a visit! (He's wrapped up in blankets because Em thought he was cold out in the mailbox.)

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2011-01-10T01:37:00.001-08:00

Emerson Grace, 2 years, 3 months

Playing Catch-Up

2011-01-09T13:09:00.000-08:00

I've taken a much needed hiatus. Between work, spending my time playing with (chasing) Emerson, enjoying the holidays with family and friends, and feeling the exhaustion of this pregnancy, there's not much left to give. But starting in this new year, I have made it a goal to be more proactive with recording our happenings on this blog. This is a place for me to share with you. And as life will prove to only get crazier, I want a spot where I can look back to and say, "Life was good, and this is the proof."

During the first couple days before Christmas, we were able to spend some time with our good friends. We took the kids to The Critter Barn, which turned out to be as big a hit as it was last year. Em really loves animals and she was totally into petting everything!

Jeremy was able to get time off from work this holiday, so we were able to spend five days with my family in Chicago. Probably the longest we've ever been able to be there during Christmas. When we arrived, Emerson was greeted by an amazing snow fort in the backyard. Grandma said the fairies had been there!

Since we weren't so rushed during our visit, we actually got to partake in a couple holiday traditions--the best one (according to Em) was baking and decorating cookies. She was into it for only a couple minutes before she decided that eating all the sprinkles was much more fun!

We topped off our visit with our small family breakfast and present time on Christmas morning and then were able to spend time with the extended family during our visit to my grandparents. All in all, one of the best holidays!!

My hope for the new year, albeit a little late, is continued health and peace for all my family and friends. Sometimes it's hard to look beyond the hard times, but my focus for 2011 is to be grateful for all my blessings!

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2010-12-11T12:23:00.000-08:00

Emerson Grace, 2 years, 2 months

Expectation

2010-11-23T13:01:00.000-08:00

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2010-11-11T02:39:00.001-08:00

Emerson Grace, 2 years, 1 month

"Fall"ing

2010-10-31T16:18:00.000-07:00

I have been quite absent from the blogging world for a while. No excuse really...just enjoying the season with my family. Instead of writing pages and pages catching you up, I will toss out the highlights instead---complete with photos, of course!

We had to make a couple of final trips to Captain Sundae before it closed for the season. Maybe next year Em will have grown a little in order to give this Popsicle a run for its money.

Emerson has spent some quality time playing in the leaves. She loves it, much to Jeremy's dismay. (He is the one on clean-up duty!)

I went to my ten-year college reunion last weekend. My sorority did things a little differently this year, and children were allowed at one of the morning activities. Emerson was pretty excited about going to "Hope College" and seeing some of mommy's friends.

This was the first year we carved pumpkins with Em and she ended up loving it. Putting her hand inside and fishing out the goo was her favorite part!

We carved pumpkins with our wonderful neighbors. This is the only pose that leaves both girls sitting still for a shot---they call it their "funny face". (Em's pumpkin is on the left. A lot of the credit goes to Jeremy for being very patient during this venture.)

Emerson has been obsessed lately with everything Tinkerbell.....so naturally when asked what she wanted to be for Halloween, it was an obvious choice. (She did have a ladybug costume for earlier in the day that she wanted to wear too!) Em did great with her first real Trick-or-Treating experience. After Emerson was done, she had a good time handing out candy on our porch with Jeremy.....too wound to go to bed!

October went by in a blur, but I did remember to take time to enjoy the sun, the beautiful changing colors and my family. I just hope in November, that I have more time to write it all down!

Birthday Princess

2010-10-11T15:57:00.001-07:00

Emerson Grace, 2 years

Surprise Shots

2010-09-30T15:39:00.000-07:00

A couple weeks ago, our wonderful babysitter, Katie, took Emerson to the beach for a photo shoot. She did this on a night she was babysitting, making it a surprise for us. What a thoughtful surprise! For anyone who knows Emerson, you know how much she is on the move. Capturing her in these pictures was no small task. Thanks so much Katie for the great pictures!!

Molly's Miracle

2010-09-20T02:35:00.000-07:00

This past weekend, there was a fundraiser to help with our friend Molly's recent medical costs. The event was held at the Children's Museum and it was wonderful! So many people in one place, coming together all for Molly!

Even though we live close to the museum, we had never been before. Emerson had such a fun time and especially enjoyed the "Curious George" exhibit!

23 months

2010-09-10T03:04:00.000-07:00

Emerson Grace, 23 months

Summer Lovin'

2010-09-07T18:21:00.000-07:00

A couple weeks ago, my friend Laura came to visit with her son. Emerson and I have made several trips to see them this summer, but this trip was special because it involved Laura and John staying overnight with us. The kids had a blast--two trips to the beach as well as an outing to feed the ducks and a little bit of Finding Nemo thrown in there for good measure.

One of the coolest things about my relationship with Laura is the fact that we go way back...26 years back to be precise. We met when we were six, went to school together only through the second grade and preceded to spend the next years of our lives in different towns, attending different schools. But no matter what---distance or time--- our friendship stayed strong. I hope that our children can find such amazing friends in each other! (I also hope that our children will one day forgive me for posting pics of them wearing diapers!)

Full House

2010-08-31T17:19:00.000-07:00

I've always envisioned having a big table in my house, like the one my mom had when we were growing up. Since moving to a bigger house, we were now able to purchase the table I've always wanted. We hosted an Open House this weekend and we got to fill the table with many wonderful friends. It made my heart happy to see so many little ones sitting around our table, sharing a meal. Hopefully it will be the first of many!

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2010-08-25T05:11:00.000-07:00

Happy 3rd Anniversary Jeremy!
xoxoxo

Riding the Rails

2010-08-24T04:32:00.001-07:00

Whenever we visit my parents, one of Emerson's favorite things to do is walk the two blocks to the train station and sit and watch trains. She even makes the train noises! So, this weekend we spent some time with my parents and took Emerson on her first train ride.

Looking out the window with Aunt B.

A picturesque view of the actual train Em rode.

22 months

2010-08-10T04:27:00.001-07:00

Emerson Grace, 22 months

Each Step

2010-08-03T09:25:00.000-07:00

In the world of a teacher, August usually brings sadness. So true for this teacher. I was able to keep calm on the Fourth of July and told myself that there was still time left. Now, as August is upon us, I am trying to focus on all the days I still have left----never enough---and enjoy each step.

A Day at the Fair

2010-07-31T11:31:00.001-07:00

Although Jeremy and I never make it a habit to be around during the Fair, we thought Emerson might enjoy going this year. We made our rounds of the animal barns, with the donkeys being a favorite, and then walked through the ride area. Em was still too short to ride any of them this year, but she had a good time watching the big kids. The sights and sounds of the fair were totally new to Emerson, and she enjoyed every minute!

Watching the ducks get a drink.

Hanging out with Daddy.

Riding the lawn mower--always a favorite!

Taking it all in.

Dinnertime Drama

2010-07-20T07:22:00.000-07:00

The only real parenting issue that we've had a hard time with so far has been food. Even early on, we had a hard time getting Emerson to take a bottle. The battle with food has continued. Emerson is a picky eater and she's also a "love it for a moment" eater. Her likes and dislikes concerning food seem to change by the day. Chicken nuggets for lunch on Monday--loved them. Offer them again Wednesday--screw up her face and scream in disgust. Dinnertime often requires lot of patience as well as a the use of the broom and mop!

This is the look we get when headed into mealtime.

Followed closely afterward by kicking, flailing about and clamping her mouth shut, depending on the meal.

After some bargaining, usually involving chips, Emerson will eat her meal with much coaxing. There are lots of hugs and kisses afterward.

Each Night

2010-07-14T18:05:00.000-07:00

The summer days are moving fast and we are trying to take advantage of every moment. After dinner, when we ask Emerson what she would like to do, her response most nights is "Beach!" So off we go...often with good friends. I think we are all so content with this season known as Summer.

Enjoying the sand and sun in a hole that Daddy dug especially for them!

21 months

2010-07-11T18:30:00.000-07:00

Emerson Grace, 21 months

Simple Pleasures

2010-07-02T03:16:00.000-07:00

One of Emerson's new favorite spots is the tunnel that leads down to the beach at Tunnel Park. When you ask her if she wants to go, her eyes light up and she says "Tunnel??!!", like it's the best thing ever. It's hard not to want to grant her every wish. Luckily for her, we live close enough to go almost everyday.

Emerson in her glory--running back and forth in the tunnel.

Living It Up

2010-06-30T17:59:00.000-07:00

Summer is really flying by! I can't believe June is over already! We've been enjoying our days....frequenting Tunnel Park, taking walks, going downtown, blowing bubbles and playing in the sandbox.

Emerson must know it's summer because she has been getting up too early and going to bed too late. Considering all the fun we're having in between--it's totally worth it!

Another one of our favorite activities--sidewalk chalk! (Jeremy's drawing of Emerson.)

New Do

2010-06-23T18:04:00.000-07:00

Today we took Emerson for a long awaited haircut. Nothing drastic, just an inch off the bottom. I bribed her with a sucker but totally didn't need to---she sat in the chair like a champ!

20 months

2010-06-10T02:48:00.000-07:00

Emerson Grace, 20 months

Gently Used

2010-06-07T18:13:00.000-07:00

We have been on the look out for some things for Emerson, namely a bike and some other age-appropriate toys. Through the generosity of friends as well as scoping out some local garage sales, we came across some great finds! Emerson is now the proud owner of a pink and purple bike, a play kitchen set and all the dishes to match and a crib rail for her soon-to-be Big Girl bed (Don't know if she's so excited about that one!) Thanks to everyone who has been watching out for us as we searched for these items!

Emerson showing off her new-found riding skills.

He is Beautifully Made

2010-05-30T17:51:00.000-07:00

For those of you who follow me, this week has been a little slow post-wise. It's not because I had noting to say. Quite the opposite actually. My heart is so heavy and I have been searching for the right words---words of reason, words of plea, words of prayer. One of my dear, dear friends, Katie and her husband, Kevin, received some devastating news this week about their newest little one. I still can't quite wrap my mind around it.

Katie took a huge leap of faith when she opened up her heart right there on her computer screen for all to read. Her family is hurting and YOUR words have been bringing so much comfort.

If you haven't already done so, please take a moment to visit Katie's blog, read her story and then leave her and her husband some much needed words of encouragement. Wouldn't it be cool if eventually thousands of people, millions even, were praying for Katie and Kevin's baby?

Jam Packed

2010-05-23T18:40:00.000-07:00

My parents came up this weekend in hopes to help us with projects around the new house. We did get some accomplished, but we also took some time to enjoy ourselves...really, they took time to enjoy Emerson.

We spent some time at Tunnel Park. Emerson loves to show off her moves. One of the older girls at the playground showed her how to do this.

My dad loves Captain Sundae, so we made a quick stop there to eat some ice cream and sit on the turtle.

We ended our weekend with a trip to the mall to buy Crocs and ride on the carousel. Emerson had never been on one, but she did a great job. With the weather so nice, this weekend sure felt like summer had arrived. I've missed you, old friend. Can't wait to enjoy every minute!

Strollin'

2010-05-20T01:54:00.000-07:00

We've been on the lookout for some fun outdoor toys for Emerson. She saw this the other day in Mom and Baby Again and fell in love. Hard to say no when someone is so excited!

Her baby went right in for a test ride.

Sunny Days

2010-05-17T01:53:00.000-07:00

We've been blessed to move into a new neighborhood with many kids. Yesterday we spent part of the day at the beach with new friends. Wonderful weather and fun company!

Riding to the beach in style.

19 months

2010-05-10T17:52:00.000-07:00

Emerson Grace, 19 months

One Down

2010-05-06T02:01:00.000-07:00

Today marks one year of blogging for me. I can't believe a whole year has gone by! This last year has brought many big changes for my family--my husband has taken on a new position at work (which he loves), I have taken on new responsibilities at work (which I don't love, but am feeling better about), we sold our house and we were able to find a new one that we are really enjoying.

I love having this blog to look back at to remind me of all our events. I know I don't blog everyday, but sometimes life just needs to come first. My goal for this new blogging year is to share a little bit more each month with you. There are a lot of thoughts weighing on my heart and mind that I don't always have the courage to share. I hope to push myself to step out of my comfort zone and be bold!

Emerson Grace, Tulip Time one year ago (2009)

Frolicking

2010-05-05T02:50:00.000-07:00

Holland's annual Tulip Time festival is in full swing. Jeremy took Emerson downtown the other day and he surprised me with pictures! Last year she was really too little to enjoy the tulips, but this year she is having a great time with the "pretties!"

Shine On

2010-04-30T02:57:00.000-07:00

Ever since she was very little, Emerson has been enthralled with all things found outside. Bugs, leaves, pine cones, water, ducks, birds and especially the sunshine. She has been loving our new house. So many new rooms to explore! However, the highlight most certainly is the fenced in backyard with the pond just beyond it. She is constantly on the lookout for peep-peeps, duck-ducks and hop-hops. These special friends show their faces daily, making for one very content little girl.

Looking out the window of the sun room, her favorite spot in the whole house.

Amid the chaos...

2010-04-24T11:43:00.000-07:00

beautiful flowers from wonderful friends bloom! Life has been very hectic with the move as well as the construction going on at our new house (while we are trying to live in it!). I will post some pictures of the remodel soon!

Home

2010-04-17T03:08:00.001-07:00

After much stress, packing and anticipation, it looks like we are finally home. Many, many thanks to all our wonderful family and friends who helped us reach this point. We appreciate all of you!!

18 months

2010-04-10T18:17:00.000-07:00

Emerson Grace, 18 months

Almost

2010-04-07T17:24:00.000-07:00

We closed on our current house yesterday (but have two weeks to get out) and we close on our new one Friday morning. Took a quick trip to the new house yesterday to see how it was handling all the rain (just fine) and were super excited to see a SOLD sign in front of it. Everything is falling into place wonderfully--much more than we could have done on our own. Now we just need to finish packing!

Can't believe in a few short days it will be ours!!

Eater Weekend

2010-04-06T03:06:00.000-07:00

We had a very nice, although somewhat hectic, Easter weekend. Usually I am able to see my family at least once a month, but the stretch was longer this time, so I was very excited to go home for a visit.

We didn't leave for Chicago until Saturday, so we took advantage of the beautiful weather and went to the beach on Friday night. Emerson hadn't been since summer and we wanted to get her used to the sand again. She had a great time and didn't want to leave!

This isn't the greatest shot, but it shows Emerson playing on Grandma's porch. The rainy weather cleared by early afternoon and the sun peaked through. Em was able to play "outside" without really having to go outside--really nice!

We partied on Saturday this year, as apposed to Sunday, because we were celebrating Easter as well as my Grandpa's 85th birthday. Although the party was for my Pa, Emerson stole the show. Here she is entertaining with a rousing rendition of "The Itsy Bitsy Spider"---for the hundredth time. :)

Looking Up!

2010-04-02T08:15:00.001-07:00

Today is the start of Spring Break week around here. Lots of fun things on the agenda! If it were up to Emerson, everything we do over the next week would take place out of doors. The weather has been beautiful the last couple of days and we've been spoiled!

Outside

2010-03-31T03:19:00.000-07:00

We are enjoying every minute we can outside. This weather has been lovely!! "Outside?" is one of Emerson's most frequently used words. Jeremy dropped her off at daycare the other day (she gets dropped at 5:30a.m mind you) and as he handed her to our daycare provider, she lifted her head and asked in a sleepy state, "Outside?".

This girl can't get enough of the great outdoors!!

Butterflies

2010-03-28T17:37:00.000-07:00

This weekend we spent a couple hours at the Fredrick Meijer Gardens admiring the butterflies. Luckily, I read beforehand, that the temperature inside the greenhouse was 80 degrees-so we were able to dress for the weather. We had never been before, so this was a new experience for our whole family. I think Emerson really enjoyed seeing all the butterflies just flying around. It was pretty crowded though, so maybe next year we will try to go during the week.

Ride...?

2010-03-22T02:48:00.000-07:00

One laundry basket. One bewildered cat.

One very happy Emerson!

Movin'

2010-03-19T03:27:00.000-07:00

Things have been very crazy around our house lately. A couple weeks ago we got an offer on our house! We were so excited and looked forward to checking out new house possibilities. We never dreamed it would be SO stressful. But we have been blessed to be having things fall into place. Our offer has been accepted and the new house passed inspection. We are closing on both our old house and our new house on the same day. Awesome!

A shot of the new house from the back. More pictures to come......

Shamrock Shake Day

2010-03-17T17:48:00.000-07:00

Jeremy and I really look forward to March--we love Shamrock shakes! This year, Emerson was able to enjoy with us! We kept ourselves in check this year--only three shakes instead of many more!

Loving it! Loving it!

Sprung

2010-03-17T02:46:00.001-07:00

Everywhere I look, signs of Spring are all around!!

Hand in Hand

2010-03-11T02:56:00.001-08:00

17 months

2010-03-10T02:48:00.001-08:00

Emerson Grace, 17 months

Regis and Kelly

2010-03-01T02:53:00.000-08:00

We entered Emerson in Regis and Kelly's Beautiful Baby Search. We were blown away by how many entries there were as well as how many cute kids there are out there. Emerson did not end up winning (we truly had NO hopes of it--this was just for fun), but the winners will be announced this week on Regis and Kelly during their morning talk show. Stay tuned!

Emerson's entry picture.

One Tail

2010-02-24T02:58:00.000-08:00

Check it out! Emerson's hair is now long enough for ONE ponytail!

Dreamer

2010-02-22T07:27:00.000-08:00

Recently Emerson has had a thing with climbing--on chairs, on couches, you name it! We spent the weekend with my parents and Emerson had a great time playing on the window seat in my childhood bedroom. I loved watching her in the same spot where I, myself, have spent lots of hours dreaming.

Watching the world with a view from above.

Double Time

2010-02-19T04:41:00.000-08:00

This week were Winter Conference's at school, which means extra hours for me. Jeremy had Emerson for a much longer time alone. While being able to meet with some of my students and their families is very helpful, it also causes me to be an absent parent. I got home right at bedtime (or later) and I missed out on sweet Emerson kisses. I am making up for lost time this weekend though---lots of fun on the agenda as well as kisses!

Spending some quality time with Daddy.

Happy Heart Day!

2010-02-14T08:27:00.000-08:00

I don't get into the actual holiday that the rest of the world is celebrating today, but I do love the decor. Hearts, hearts, hearts. Pink ones, purple ones, red ones, white ones.

The little girl who has stolen my heart.

Jesus in Your Heart?

2010-02-11T17:48:00.000-08:00

This was sent to me via email recently and I thought it was cute:

A little boy approaches a pastor and politely says, “Excuse me, sir?" To which the pastor replied, "Yes?" then bent down to the boys level on one knee. "You said everyone should have Jesus in their hearts, right?" the boy asked, uncomfortably playing with his untucked shirt.

"That's right, son," the pastor replied. "Does He live in your heart?"

"Well, I'd like Him to," the boy said, nervously. "But I keep thinking Jesus is a big tall man and I'm so little, He's just too big – He's just gonna stick out all over!"

It reminds me of the Jars of Clay song "Faith Like A Child." Oh, to always be able to see things so simply---through the eyes of a child. I wonder what it would be like if I could do this more often.

16 months

2010-02-10T13:26:00.001-08:00

Emerson Grace, 16 months

Bookworm

2010-02-03T02:51:00.000-08:00

Lately Emerson has been wanting to get up in her big girl chair and read books. She has kept herself occupied there for a long time considering her short attention span. Some of her favorites at the moment are Duck and Goose 123 and Moo, Baa, LaLaLa. Maybe she's tapping into her profound love of reading and will end up enjoying it as much as her mom!

Showing off some favorite books.

Homegrown

2010-02-01T17:17:00.000-08:00

Back in high school, I was friends with a guy I, like lots of other people, really looked up to. The all around "nice guy". One of his dreams was to make it big. Over the years, I remember listening to him sing in coffee shops and on college campuses.

No one ever doubted that he would achieve success. We were excited when he made himself a household name in Christian music back a few years ago. Last night though, I was ecstatic to know that Matthew West, our hometown hero, ambled down the RED CARPET at the Grammy Awards.

Although he lost to Third Day, we couldn't be prouder! Please check out Matt's website at www.MatthewWest.com to learn more about this awesome musician.

Sweet Treats

2010-01-26T02:52:00.001-08:00

My husband surprised me the other day and brought home a couple cookies from my favorite bakery. I was so excited that I opened the bag and took a bite out of one of the cookies barely before I could even thank him. He just stared at me and said, "You didn't even look at them!" They were so yummy though, I just couldn't wait to taste!

Jeremy picked them out special. The one I bit into was the one that was supposed to be him wearing his glasses, loving me.

Daddy Daycare

2010-01-21T17:29:00.001-08:00

This week strep decided to pay a visit at our house. Emerson was home with me Tuesday and Wednesday. But a mom has to work at least a couple days this week, so today it was daddy's turn. They had a nice day together--watched a little PBS and a lot of SpongeBob. Emerson had a doctor's appointment this afternoon and she checked out just fine. Back to a normal schedule tomorrow!

Jeremy loving on his girl.

Two Tails

2010-01-19T05:19:00.000-08:00

For a one year old, Emerson has SO much hair! I have to work pretty hard to keep it out of her face. Like other young kids, she often times tugs at the bows and rubber bands I put in--much to my frustration! Lately, I have gotten in the habit of trying to get more and more of her hair up into rubber bands. We've been quite successful with two ponytails.

Emerson has such thick hair, I actually have to blow dry it!

Pulled

2010-01-17T17:26:00.000-08:00

Some working mom's probably feel the same way. In October of 2008, I became a mom. In January of 2009, I became a working mom. Since her birth, I had imagined the day I would hand over Emerson to someone else for 8 hours a day, my heart breaking with each thought. Week after week of my maternity leave slid by peacefully, my inner self refusing to look too closely at the calendar.

I went back to work knowing I had to fulfill my commitment to my principal, not knowing how I would ever be able to last a minute, much less multiple hours without my daughter in my arms. I did what every teacher does--I counted the days until summer. Now summer had such a sweeter meaning.

Tomorrow marks one year of me being a working mom. I wish I could say it's been good. I wish I could say it's been okay. But the truth is, I am still a little weepy each morning when I have to kiss Emerson good-bye. We have been SO fortunate to have found a wonderful woman to care for her. I know Emerson loves playing with the other kids each day. But I wish she were just playing with ME.

To all you other working mom's out there: I feel your pain. To all you lucky stay-at-home mom's: I envy all the extra minutes you get to spend with your kids each day. Please don't take them for granted.

Staying home with Emerson isn't an option for me right now. So, I will just keep on.

Emerson, January 2009. Dressed and ready for an early morning drop off.

The Vintage Pearl

2010-01-16T11:44:00.000-08:00

I don't enter many blog contests...just a few here and there. Today though, I found a really cool giveaway. After taking a look at The Vintage Pearl, I may have something to add to my Wish List. All of their jewelry is handmade with personalized touches. So many potentials for their necklaces and bracelets. I Should Be Folding Laundry is giving away $50 to The Vintage Pearl! Gorgeous stuff - go take a look!

Snow Bunny

2010-01-13T13:26:00.000-08:00

Emerson received a sled for Christmas from my mom. She loves it! Whenever someone says the word "outside", she repeats "Side?" and goes to grab her sledding blanket from the front hall. We've been trying to take her out every couple nights after dinner to do some sledding in the driveway. Up and down, up and down. Her favorite part is when Daddy pulls her really fast! My mom is convinced that this is just the beginning of her love for outdoor sports. Ice skating lessons here we come?

Loving the cold and the snow. Things that aren't exactly high on her mom's list!

15 months

2010-01-10T14:15:00.001-08:00

Emerson Grace, 15 months

Tear,

2010-01-09T08:47:00.000-08:00

Wishing we were at Cupcake '10. It would have been so much fun to meet Ivy, Tommy, Eden and their mommies. Maybe next year!

Flying High

2010-01-07T02:58:00.000-08:00

Back At It

2010-01-03T09:05:00.000-08:00

Tomorrow life returns to "normal". I head back to school, Jeremy's back at work and Emerson will be reunited again with her daycare friends.

For some reason this year, I am not dreading the thought of the break ending. I had a wonderful two weeks--complete with TONS of Emerson time as well as time with friends and family.

This is usually the stretch of the year that is the hardest. Because of the weather, I don't have the opportunity to travel to see my family as much as I would like. The lack of sunshine really does bring me down as well as the winter blah's in general.

This year, I am trying to accept the things I can not change. For right now at least, I have to work. These past months, I have really not enjoyed my job. I know though, going into second semester, that I need a more positive attitude. Part of me is anxious to go back and tackle some things at work. I have some new ideas that I am excited to try!

Every year Jeremy and I come up with a list of 10 things we want to work on or accomplish in the coming year. Our versions of resolutions. This year, as well countless others, one of my goals is to work on my patience. As a younger person, I would not have said this was ever a problem for me, but I know it is now. Sometimes my lack of patience is downright scary.

So, in the new year......

God grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change; courage to change the things I can; and wisdom to know the difference.

--Reinhold Niebuhr

She Said Yes!

2009-12-31T12:39:00.001-08:00

Three years ago today, as the clock struck midnight, Jeremy asked me to be his wife. And so the adventure began!

It was such a wonderful and romantic whirlwind romance. We met in 2006, married in 2007, and Emerson was born in 2008. We've spent 2009 enjoying our new family and all of our many blessings. Here's hoping 2010 will be a happy and healthy year!

Tiny Dancer

2009-12-30T08:46:00.000-08:00

For my sister:

"Hold me close, young Tony Danza!"

Three Gifts

2009-12-28T17:40:00.001-08:00

Jeremy and I spent lots of time talking about what we want Christmas to look like for Emerson. Instead of massive amounts of presents under the tree, we decided (with a little help from a friend) that since baby Jesus received three gifts from the Wise Men, three was a good amount to go with. So this year, we started a tradition that we hope to continue for good: three gifts from mom and dad and one gift from Santa. Of the three "mom and dad" gifts, one will be a "want" and one will be a "need", leaving a little flex room for the third gift. We feel that toning down on the gifts will help us focus on teaching Emerson about the real reason for the season.

Opening a special gift from mom and dad before leaving for Chicago.

On Christmas Eve, we traveled to see my family and stayed for four days. It was a whirlwind of fun and family activities. Lots of good food too!

Watching the squirrels and birds outside on Christmas morning with Grandpa.

Saying "Hello!" to a special new friend from Uncle Adam.

Riding in her new sled from Grandma.

Unwrapping the last of the presents once we got back home.

Hat Head

2009-12-23T08:30:00.000-08:00

When Emerson was really young, she loved her hats. Then she went through a phase where she hated having anything on her head. Now, we're back to loving all kinds of hats. She has even mastered the word "hat" and says it while touching her head! Smart cookie!

Emerson wearing the turkey hat my mom's friend made her.

Wearing the knit hat my mom bought her.

Looking cute wearing mom's hat.

Winter Treat

2009-12-21T08:09:00.000-08:00

We have a very long driveway, so we pay to have it plowed. (Our one luxury!) However, Jeremy does go out and do the back door and he creates a path to the garage. The other day, while down the drive getting the mail, Emerson and I watched him create a special surprise.

Jeremy was even able to use the leftover from the pumpkins for the eyes, nose and buttons. I knew it was too early to throw away pumpkins!

Critter Barn

2009-12-16T17:31:00.000-08:00

Jeremy and I had never been to our local Critter Barn, but when we were reminded of their Live Nativity, we decided to make time to go. Despite the frigid temps, we were able to see lots of animals and had a great time. The only letdown (I seemed to be the only one who was disappointed) was that the Live Nativity only takes place at certain times even though their flyer said it was on-going.

Checking out all the cats. Emerson was excited even though we have a cat at home.

Petting the bunnies.

Saying "Hi!" to the lonely pigs.

The highlight by far: holding the baby ducks and chicks.

New Tradition

2009-12-14T02:55:00.000-08:00

Ever since trying to keep Emerson's name a secret, I have had an obsession with all things Emerson. I love to see her name in print and I love to purchase items with her name on them. This is a hard thing to do--her name is unusual enough that most things that we have with her name on them, we've had specially made.

This weekend, while at the mall putting the finishing touches on our holiday shopping, we decided to buy a Christmas ornament and have all of our names put on it. We decided to do this each year, making it a fun, new holiday tradition! Bonus: Each year, we have a cute ornament to add to the tree!

Families Helping Families

2009-12-11T05:24:00.000-08:00

This is a program that my husband's radio station is sponsoring again this year. You can nominate a family that is in need this holiday season or you can volunteer to help a family that is in need. For some of us, this past year has brought job loss, health issues and unexpected expenses. Others have arrived now in December doing just fine, or in rare cases, better that before. If you live in the West Michigan area and know of a family who has needs, big or small, this holiday season, head over to www.JQ99.com to submit their story. At the website, you can also find information on how you might be able to help one of these families.

If you don't live in the area, then I encourage you to take some time this holiday season and make yourself aware of those around you. Does a neighbor need some help? Is there a family at church that you could babysit for so the parents have some quality time? Do you have a couple extra items on your pantry shelf that could be donated to the local shelter? Does someone in the office look like they could use a quick "pick-me -up" conversation? The list of ways to help is endless.

14 months

2009-12-10T02:21:00.001-08:00

Emerson Grace, 14 months

Parade of Lights

2009-12-02T13:34:00.000-08:00

Last night, we went downtown to take in the holiday parade. I remember last year was freezing. Yesterday it was quite pleasant and we were all dressed much more appropriately for the weather! Emerson was awake this year and really enjoyed, the dogs and the music being favorites. We were so engrossed in watching the parade (and watching Emerson watch the parade) that we didn't take any pictures of the entries. There's always next year!

Getting all bundled up.

Trimming the Tree

2009-12-01T02:59:00.000-08:00

This past Sunday we put up our Christmas tree. Seeing as Emerson is just 1, we didn't know what to expect. Jeremy and I were able to get the tree up while Emerson played, but we did wait and put up the ornaments while she napped. She woke up and was enthralled when she saw the completed tree all lit up. She has been great so far--lots of exclaiming and wanting to touch a couple certain ornaments. We have let her touch a couple and this seems to pacify her so far. Here's hoping the tree stays a special "Oooohh!" in the room.

Looking from a far.....

Playing with the couple "approved" ornaments.

Thankful

2009-11-28T08:30:00.000-08:00

This year we celebrated Thanksgiving with my family in Chicago. This is my mom's favorite holiday (because there are no presents involved!) and we all try our best to be there. It was a wonderful, busy day. Yummy guacamole, stuffing, mashed potatoes, mac-n-cheese...oh, yeah, there was ham and turkey too!
It seemed like the day went a bit too fast. Amid the hustle, I feel as if there wasn't enough time to give proper thanks. So here it goes.....I am thankful for my wonderful husband, and my daughter Emerson, who is both very happy and very healthy. I am thankful for my family who always has a good time together. I am thankful for our jobs, our cozy little home and all the special people in my life. I hope this holiday season is one filled with much laughter and many memories!

My happy little princess.

Out on the Town

2009-11-24T04:51:00.000-08:00

Last Friday night, Holland had their annual Holiday Open Houses. We went with the intent to enjoy the festive atmosphere and people watch. We ended up seeing our good friends and had a chance to visit for a while and I also found Emerson's final Christmas gift. It was fun to bundle up and enjoy a night out!

Wearing the new boots that Grandma gave her.

Flower Power

2009-11-18T02:40:00.000-08:00

When we were in Chicago visiting my mom this weekend, she gave Emerson a hat that had been made specially by a friend. It's kind of hard to tell by the picture, but the hat has a flower on the top, stem and all. So cute! Wonder if she could make a couple more.........

Thanks for the fun hat Sarah! :)

Pretty In Pink

2009-11-16T17:15:00.000-08:00

Even though we knew that we were having a girl, Jeremy and I purchased a gray and blue infant carrier for Emerson. Since she is so tiny, we have been able to use it for the past thirteen months. On Friday, we decided it was time to switch Em to her big girl seat. Because this is the seat she will have for many years (since it can transition into a booster seat), we went all girly and chose a pink one with butterflies. Emerson's maiden voyage in her new seat was a trip to Chicago to see my parents for the weekend. Although she liked the seat right off, she ended up doing a fair share of crying--we think because the seat is not reclined like she's used to. We'll have to work on this!

Excited to go to Grandma's house!

11-10-9

2009-11-10T01:52:00.001-08:00

Emerson Grace, 13 months

Cheated

2009-11-06T01:51:00.000-08:00

This week the flu hit my school district. We had so many students out earlier in the week that I was teaching to an average of ten kids per hour! The rumor mill got going within the staff and we were led to believe that if the situation did not improve, we might have Thursday and Friday off. Since this piece of information was coming from a semi-reliable source, I (being one of the healthy ones) began dreaming of all that I could accomplish with those two days off. Needless to say, even though we are still dealing with many absent students, we did not close the school. I am sad for all those extra hours that might have been! On a more positive note: yesterday, the school staff was given massive boxes of small hand sanitizers to pass out to the students. You would have thought it was Christmas morning! They were so excited! Now all they have to do is apply liberally.

My Little Pumpkin

2009-11-02T13:17:00.000-08:00

A sleepy Emerson last year on Halloween......

and this year--a big girl who loves her pumpkins!!

Who Needs Sleep???

2009-10-30T03:09:00.000-07:00

Ever since Jeremy and I got home from Traverse City last weekend (my parents stayed with Emerson), Emerson has not been sleeping well. We've tried a whole lot of things to make the situation better, but the upshot has been a lot of sleepless nights and bleary-eyed mornings. As far as I can tell, Emerson is not cutting any new teeth, nor is she sick with any of the gunk that is going around. She usually doesn't have a problem sleeping an eight hour stretch or more, but now.....she's been getting up every couple of hours. We've tried rocking, feeding and simply letting her power through. We are hoping that she will snap out of this and return to the good sleeper she once was. Until then...any advice????

Good thing she's cute....

Princess Pea

2009-10-23T02:01:00.000-07:00

For Emerson's birthday, her Aunt Heather and Uncle Ross gave her a gift card for one of our favorite stores-Tip Toes! When I saw their advertisement on Facebook for new, reasonably priced tutu's, I knew Emerson needed to have one. I know it's a slightly impractical purchase, but it's so much fun!

Emerson modeling in the store.

Pumpkin Patch

2009-10-21T01:55:00.000-07:00

Last weekend we braved the cold (but sunny!) weather and went to see Gene the Pumpkin Man. This was Emerson's first trip to Gene, since Jeremy and I went last year right before she was born. Emerson loves pumpkins. Her favorite thing to do is touch them!

Out on a Limb

2009-10-15T03:20:00.000-07:00

So, we put our house on the market yesterday. It's bittersweet. I have lived in this house since 2004 and it holds lots of memories. We decided to give it a shot though, and see if anyone might be interested. Who knows.....maybe the right person will come through!! Until then, we will enjoy our time in the house and try to prepare ourselves for what might come next!

Birthday Girl

2009-10-11T17:12:00.000-07:00

My little princess turned one this weekend! So hard to believe that a whole year has gone by. We are so very grateful for our little girl!

Love With a Side of Cupcakes

2009-10-05T17:21:00.001-07:00

This past weekend we celebrated Emerson's birthday with Jeremy's family and some close friends. Emerson had a blast. She really enjoyed every minute--especially getting to be around the "big kids". Thanks to everyone for helping make her day special!!

Since Emerson is currently really into Curious George, it was an easy pick for the theme. We ordered in special cupcakes and cookies for the occasion. (Wish I could take the credit, but I can't.)

The very flexible guests crowed into our living room!

Emerson enjoyed opening up special cards and presents.

Eating her cupcake like a pro!

Standing Still

2009-10-02T08:25:00.000-07:00

As Emerson approaches her first birthday, all that I can ever think about is how fast the last year flew by. I remember exactly where I was last year at this time.....eagerly awaiting the birth of my daughter.

Emerson continues to amaze me everyday. She is working on standing up and part of me can't wait for her to figure everything out and take her first steps. The other part of me wants to keep her a little baby--at least for a little while longer!!

This weekend we embark on what I call "Birthday Central". Emerson has a party with Jeremy's family and some close friends this weekend and next weekend we are off to Chicago to to celebrate with my family. After that we have my mom's birthday, my birthday, and then all of Jeremy's sister's as well as my sister have birthday's in the weeks that follow. Lots of birthday parties to say the least!

Emerson showing off her skills.

It seems so strange to me that all the months that I was pregnant seemed to slowly drag by, yet the minute Emerson arrived, things shifted into warp speed. It is my goal each day to try and make the little things count. I hope to never take the days for granted. I don't want to miss a thing!

Best of Friends

2009-09-29T17:21:00.001-07:00

No matter how many times a day I try to redirect Emerson's attention, she always finds her way back to our cat, Owen. We have been working hard at getting her to pet him gently, and our efforts seem to be paying off. (For any of you who have the pleasure of knowing Owen, you know he does not bestow his friendliness on just anyone.) We were worried about how he would react when Emerson was born, but he has come through the past year with flying colors.

Wanna know a secret?

Come on, let's go see what's out there! Just you and me!